The Handel Project

Again, Not Like Before

2026

About the Album

Again, Not Like Before is the second album by The Handel Project. While Everything Rewinds focused primarily on Handel’s operatic arias, this album turns toward another body of work: psalm settings, sacred compositions, biblical dramas, and allegorical works, including Dixit Dominus, Theodora, Saul, Belshazzar, Jephtha, La Resurrezione, and Il Trionfo del Tempo e del Disinganno.

Unlike Everything Rewinds, which adapted Handel’s music through a wide range of contemporary musical vocabularies, reflecting the breadth of musical expression across Handel’s own oeuvre, Again, Not Like Before pursues a more unified sonic identity. The album develops a single musical language that synthesizes influences from alternative rock, electronica, trip-hop, slowcore, and pop into a consistent sound world shared across the album.

The project does not seek to reproduce Handel’s original texts or modernize their narratives. Each adaptation begins by identifying the emotional architecture of the source material and rebuilding it through contemporary images, situations, and gestures capable of carrying the same expressive weight.

Across these adaptations, theology becomes imagery. A stream becomes a moment of renewal. Darkness becomes a withdrawal from the world. A summons becomes the return of what has been hidden. Distance becomes a way of seeing. Open hands receive more than they can hold.

The original stories recede, but their emotional logic remains. Many of the works represented here are less concerned with dramatic action than with moments of reflection, recognition, perseverance, dread, loss, release, gratitude, and altered return. Rather than advancing a story, they pause to inhabit a condition. Many of these songs are organized around acts of recognition: the moment when something long present becomes visible.

The title Again, Not Like Before carries two movements at once. It suggests continuity: these songs continue to sing across time. It also suggests transformation: what returns is never simply restored. Together, those meanings define the album’s central movement, from renewal and concealment toward recognition, release, and quiet awakening.

Conceived, adapted, and produced by Rodolphe El-Khoury.

Tracks

1. Begin Again

Source

De torrente in via bibet
from Dixit Dominus
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: N/A
Key: C minor

Original Situation

A brief passage from Psalm 110 describes a figure who pauses to drink from a stream during a journey before lifting his head and continuing forward.

Dramatic Context

Dixit Dominus is a psalm setting rather than a dramatic narrative. The verse appears near the conclusion of a larger vision of struggle, endurance, judgment, and divine authority. In the midst of movement and conflict, a brief act of refreshment becomes the source of renewed strength.

Emotional Architecture

effort → renewal → continuation

Adaptation

The biblical imagery is reduced to its emotional motion. The brook becomes a pause in a larger journey. Drinking becomes renewal. The lifting of the head becomes the decision to continue.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

nothing settled
nothing stays
only movement
through the day

one clear moment
in the rush
a small pause
before the way

and somehow
the head rises
toward the road
to begin again

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Original Text

He shall drink of the brook in the way
therefore shall he lift up his head.

Notes

This adaptation became an early methodological key for the album. It shows how a short sacred text can be translated without retaining its literal image: the source is not paraphrased, but its sequence of exhaustion, renewal, and continuation remains intact.

2. The Far Side of Night

Source

With Darkness Deep, as Is My Woe
from Theodora
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Theodora
Key: C minor

Original Situation

Theodora calls upon darkness to conceal her and welcomes death rather than submission and dishonor.

Dramatic Context

Theodora, a Christian convert living under Roman rule, has refused to participate in pagan rites. Facing imprisonment, humiliation, and execution, she withdraws from the visible world. Darkness becomes both refuge and refusal.

Emotional Architecture

doubt → breach → damage → withdrawal

Adaptation

The religious and dramatic framework is removed. The adaptation focuses on the aftermath of a rupture or realization that cannot be reversed. The central gesture is concealment: drawing the curtain and leaving the light elsewhere.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

after the doubt
after the breach
after the thought
that lingered on

after the damage
after the loss
after the mark
it left behind

draw the curtain
leave the light
on the far side
of night

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Original Text

With darkness deep, as is my woe,
Hide me, ye shades of night;
Your thickest veil around me throw,
Conceal’d from human sight.
Or come thou, death, thy victim save,
Kindly embosom’d in the grave.

Notes

The lyric avoids identifying the source of the wound. The far side of night is not simply darkness; it is a chosen distance from exposure, explanation, and the demand to remain visible.

3. Something Waiting

Source

Scenes of Horror, Scenes of Woe
from Jephtha
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Jephtha
Key: G minor

Original Situation

Jephtha foresees the consequences of a vow he has made and imagines the suffering that will follow.

Dramatic Context

Near the end of the oratorio, Jephtha realizes that a vow made in confidence has placed his daughter Iphis in mortal danger. Fear arrives before catastrophe. The aria is not an account of what has happened, but a vision of what may be approaching.

Emotional Architecture

premonition → dread → anticipation → helplessness

Adaptation

The biblical narrative is removed. The adaptation preserves the experience of anticipating an unnamed disaster. Ordinary time becomes charged with warning even though no visible event has yet occurred.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

nothing happens
yet I know
something waiting
just beyond

every moment
feels like warning
adds new weight
to the night

and the hours
keep unfolding
without comfort
without rest

all the daylight
passes through me
without warmth
without relief

what is coming
I can’t see
why this feeling
stays with me

nothing happens
yet I know
something waiting
just beyond

every moment
feels like warning
adds new weight
to the night

and the hours
keep unfolding
without comfort
without rest

all the daylight
passes through me
without warmth
without relief

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Original Text

Scenes of horror, scenes of woe,
Rising from the shades below,
Add new terror to the night.
While in never-ceasing pain,
That attends the servile chain,
Joyless flow the hours of light.

Notes

Unlike Jephtha, the narrator does not know what is feared. The song therefore shifts from tragic knowledge to apprehension without object. Its title preserves that ambiguity.

4. Limits

Source

Recall, O King!
from Belshazzar
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Chorus of Jews
Key: F minor

Original Situation

The captive Jews warn Belshazzar against using sacred vessels from the Temple during a royal feast.

Dramatic Context

Belshazzar orders holy vessels taken from Jerusalem to be used for profane display. The chorus warns him that inherited power does not remove consequence. The episode foreshadows his downfall and centers on the humbling of pride.

Emotional Architecture

expansion → presumption → boundary → belated recognition

Adaptation

The adaptation preserves the theme of hubris while shifting it to a secular register. The king becomes an unnamed figure who continually expands the scope of his plans, convinced that limits can always be postponed. Judgment becomes a quieter realization: time itself cannot be negotiated with.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

he thought there was time
he thought it could be done
he kept moving markers outward
every year a little more

he measured every margin
he widened every frame
what lay beyond the line
he marked as settled ground

then one season crossed the measure
quietly and without blame
nothing shattered all at once
nothing happened he could name

he thought there was time
he thought it could be done
he kept adding to the future
like the future would not come

now he measures things more slowly
leaves some questions unresolved
what he thought was still before him
had been passing all along

he thought there was time
he thought it could be done

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Original Text

Recall, O king, thy rash command!
Nor prostitute with impious hand
To uses vile the holy things
Of great Jehovah, king of kings.
Thy grandsire trembled at his name,
And doom’d to death who durst blaspheme;
For he, like us, his pow’r had tried,
Confess’d him just in all his ways,
Confess’d him able to abase
The sons of men that walk in pride.

Notes

The title names the reality the protagonist fails to acknowledge. The song’s critique is deliberately quiet. It does not stage a dramatic collapse; it shows the slow discovery that the future has already been spent.

5. Hidden

Source

Infernal Spirits
from Saul
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: The Witch of Endor
Key: C major

Original Situation

The Witch of Endor invokes supernatural powers to summon the spirit of Samuel on behalf of Saul.

Dramatic Context

Near the end of Saul, the king is isolated and unable to obtain guidance. Samuel is dead, and Saul turns to the Witch of Endor for forbidden counsel. What returns is not consolation, but a truth Saul has long resisted.

Emotional Architecture

absence → disturbance → return → confrontation

Adaptation

The adaptation reimagines the scene as the return of what has been hidden, suppressed, forgotten, or denied. The ritual structure of the original aria is preserved, but the object of invocation becomes psychological and historical rather than supernatural.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

when the pattern breaks
what was hidden
what was concealed
what was waiting
still appears

when the signal fades
what was buried
what was forgotten
what was unspoken
still appears

when the surface cracks
what was silenced
what was forbidden
what was erased
still appears

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Original Text

Infernal spirits, by whose pow’r
Departed ghosts in living forms appear,
Add horror to the midnight hour,
And chill the boldest hearts with fear:
To this stranger’s wond’ring eyes
Let the prophet Samuel rise!

Notes

Hidden marks the album’s central pivot. The repeated phrase “still appears” functions as both refrain and revelation. Each stanza names a different mode of disappearance, yet arrives at the same conclusion: what has been removed continues to return.

6. Hidden Still [Instrumental]

Source

Infernal Spirits
from Saul
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Instrumental companion to Hidden
Key: C major

Original Situation

This instrumental track follows Hidden and extends its position at the album’s center.

Dramatic Context

The track is connected to the same source material as Hidden, but it does not introduce a separate textual or dramatic reading. Its function is structural: it holds the album at the threshold opened by the preceding track.

Emotional Architecture

suspension → continuation → wordless emergence

Adaptation

Where Hidden translates the emotional architecture of Handel’s aria into contemporary language, Hidden Still performs the same translation using musical means alone. No new text is introduced. Fragments of the harmonic, melodic, and atmospheric material are allowed to unfold without narrative or explanation.

Notes

Hidden Still is not a decorative interlude. It prolongs the moment in which what was concealed begins to surface, but removes language from the process. The result is a musical translation of the album’s central threshold.

7. Beyond All Measure

Source

Thou, God Most High
from Belshazzar
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Nitocris
Key: E minor

Original Situation

Nitocris reflects upon the permanence and supremacy of God, whose reign extends through all space and time.

Dramatic Context

Belshazzar recounts the fall of Babylon and the consequences of pride and misplaced confidence. In this aria, Nitocris steps back from immediate events and contemplates a scale against which human greatness diminishes.

Emotional Architecture

vastness → perspective → diminishment → continuation

Adaptation

The theological framework is replaced by the experience of viewing Earth from orbit. Distance alters perception. Cities, coastlines, rivers, mountains, borders, and maps gradually lose definition. The original movement from immensity to humility is preserved through changing scale rather than explicit doctrine.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

cities merge to threads of light
coastlines soften into haze
storms drift slowly through the darkness
beyond the reach of names

what once filled the whole horizon
now dissolves without a sound
every border drawn beneath us
harder now to find

rivers fade beneath the cloudline
mountain shadows lose their form
valleys flatten into patches
as the colors slip away

what once seemed beyond all measure
now recedes into the blue
all the maps we drew below us
fainter with each view

cities merge to threads of light
coastlines soften into haze
one more turn across the darkness
one more silent pass

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Original Text

Thou, God most high, and Thou alone,
Unchang’d for ever dost remain:
Through boundless space extends thy throne,
Through all eternity thy reign.
As nothing in thy sight
The reptile man appears,
Howe’er imagin’d great;
Who can impair thy might?
In Heav’n or earth, who dares
Dispute thy pow’r? — Thy will is fate.

Notes

The song preserves the source’s contrast between immensity and human scale while replacing theology with observation. Names, borders, and maps become signs of human ordering that lose authority as distance increases.

8. They Come Down

Source

From Celestial Seat Descending
from Hercules
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Priest of Jupiter
Key: G major

Original Situation

The Priest of Jupiter interprets the descent of a celestial eagle as a sign of divine favor and the power of love.

Dramatic Context

Hercules has returned victorious, and public celebrations are underway. The appearance of the eagle is read as an omen. The aria develops a classical idea: even divine beings are subject to desire.

Emotional Architecture

elevation → descent → surrender → universality

Adaptation

The mythological framework is removed while preserving the argument. Figures who appear elevated above ordinary life, in rooms of glass and light and towers in the air, ultimately descend into the same attachments and vulnerabilities as everyone else.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

from their distant rooms
of glass and light
from their towers in the air
they come down

for the same old reasons
and everyone ends up there

so don’t blame me
for feeling this way
don’t laugh
and turn away

even those who seem above it
give themselves away
those who never seem uncertain
those who always know the way
leave their careful lives behind them
day by day

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Original Text

From celestial seats descending,
Joys divine a while suspending,
Gods have left their Heav’n above
To taste the sweeter heav’n of love.
Cease my passion then to blame,
Cease to scorn a godlike flame.

Notes

This adaptation remains close to the rhetorical structure of its source. The heavens become glass towers, but the central reversal remains: no elevation grants immunity from attachment.

9. Siren Song

Source

Your Charms to Ruin Led the Way
from Samson
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Samson
Key: C minor

Original Situation

Samson reflects on the events that led to his capture, blindness, and loss of strength.

Dramatic Context

In Samson, the imprisoned hero attributes his ruin to the seductive power of Delilah, whose charms won his trust before delivering betrayal. The aria reflects on the forces that transformed his life.

Emotional Architecture

enchantment → expansion → consequence → unresolved continuation

Adaptation

The adaptation reimagines enchantment on a collective scale. The ‘charm’ becomes the promise of progress: the belief that every boundary can be crossed, every distance reduced, and every limit transformed into opportunity.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

you drew lines
through the distance
named the future
claimed the ground
where you pointed
blueprints followed
where you measured
walls arose

you found use
in every distance
named a purpose
for each stone
what was empty
filled with motion
what was silent
turned to song

what lay hidden
soon was gathered
what stood still
was set in motion
every gain
revealed another
still beyond
our field of sight

one by one
the edges vanished
hills grew lower
year by year
every boundary
moved before us
every horizon
drew more near

fields gave way
little by little
streams ran deeper
into stone
every season
brought us farther
from the place
we thought we knew

now the city
spreads before us
farther than
we ever planned
every road
leads on
none arrives
never ends

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Original Text

Your charms to ruin led the way,
My sense deprav’d,
My strength enslav’d,
As I did love, you did betray.
How great the curse, how hard my fate
To pass life’s sea with such a mate!

Notes

The title Siren Song names the force that seduces and exceeds the speaker. Musically, the adaptation departs from Handel’s Larghetto by adopting a cyclical, chaconne-like structure. Repetition and variation reinforce the lyric’s vision of a process that advances while never arriving.

10. I Stop Holding

Source

Waft Her, Angels
from Jephtha
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Jephtha
Key: G major

Original Situation

Jephtha calls upon angels to carry Iphis safely beyond earthly suffering.

Dramatic Context

Near the end of Jephtha, Jephtha believes his vow has condemned his daughter. Having moved from confidence to horror and helplessness, he confronts the necessity of release. The aria transforms grief into a final act of care.

Emotional Architecture

love → loss → release → blessing

Adaptation

The religious framework and image of angels are removed, but the essential gesture is preserved. The adaptation centers on letting go of what one loves, not as abandonment, but as a recognition that holding on may prevent flourishing.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

I stop holding
for a while
watch it moving
past my reach
not returning
not resisting
finding places
I can’t see

what was waiting
all this time
needed distance
needed air
some things only
become themselves
when they’re no longer there

no more need
to hold on
no more need
to explain
out beyond
what I know
becoming more
each day

some things only
become themselves
when they’re no longer there

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Original Text

Waft her, angels, through the skies,
Far above yon azure plain,
Glorious there, like you, to rise,
There, like you, for ever reign.

Notes

The lyric deliberately avoids naming what is released. It may be a person, a relationship, an idea, a memory, a child, a project, or a former version of oneself. Release becomes a form of care.

11. Again, Not Like Before

Source

Ecco il sol
from La Resurrezione
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Saint John the Evangelist
Key: A major

Original Situation

Saint John announces the arrival of the sun after darkness and celebrates the triumph of life, light, and renewal.

Dramatic Context

La Resurrezione depicts the events surrounding Christ’s resurrection. In this scene, the rising sun functions as both literal image and symbol of renewal. An ending becomes a beginning.

Emotional Architecture

return → recognition → renewal → transformation

Adaptation

The religious framework and solar imagery are removed while preserving the movement from absence to renewal. The adaptation focuses on recognizing someone close—a friend? a lover?—returning to a familiar room after a long absence. The person and the place are recognizable, but altered. The cycle begins again, but not in the same way.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

here you are
after all this time
here you are
after all this time

back again
inside this room
every corner now
feels larger than before

back again
inside this room
every corner now
feels larger than before

here you are
back in this old room
here you are
back in this old room

back again
after all this time
everything starts
again, not like before

back again
after all this time
everything starts
again, but not like before

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Original Text

Ecco il sol ch’esce del mare
e più chiaro che non suole
smalta i prati, i colli indora.
Ma chi sa, che di quel Sole
ch’oggi in vita ha da tornare,
questo sol non sia l’aurora.

Notes

The original announces the return of light to the world. The adaptation reduces that event to a single room and a single encounter. Renewal does not restore the past unchanged. What returns carries the traces of time. The room and the returning figure function as parallel images. Both are familiar, yet both have been altered by time.

12. In These Open Hands

Source

Lord, Whose Mercies Numberless
from Saul
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: David
Key: G major

Original Situation

David gives thanks for mercies and blessings beyond counting.

Dramatic Context

Following his victory over Goliath, David becomes both celebrated and threatened. He receives friendship, protection, opportunity, and guidance while navigating increasingly dangerous circumstances. The aria reflects on generosity that exceeds deserving and exceeds measure.

Emotional Architecture

connection → gift → abundance

Adaptation

The theological framework is replaced by a meditation on kindness, contingency, generosity, and the countless forces that sustain a life. The central word carried forward from the source is not “Lord,” but “numberless.”

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

every small thing unnoticed
holding up the day
every thread that joins another
in an unseen way

more than memory keeps
more than language names
more than can be gathered
in a single place

more than can be held
in these open hands

every borrowed kindness
every open door
every unexpected turning
leading somewhere more

more than memory keeps
more than language names
more than can be gathered
in a single place

more than can be held
in these open hands

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Original Text

O Lord, whose mercies numberless
O’er all thy works prevail:
Though daily man Thy law transgress,
Thy patience cannot fail.
If yet his sin be not too great,
The busy fiend control;
Yet longer for repentance wait,
And heal his wounded soul.

Notes

The image of open hands functions simultaneously as receptivity, gratitude, abundance, and surrender. The song resists possession as the final form of gratitude.

13. Quiet Awakening

Source

Tu del ciel ministro eletto
from Il Trionfo del Tempo e del Disinganno
Music: George Frideric Handel
Original Character: Bellezza
Key: C major

Original Situation

Bellezza asks that the understanding she has gained never leave her.

Dramatic Context

Il Trionfo is an allegory whose characters are abstractions: Beauty, Pleasure, Time, and Disillusion. By the conclusion, Bellezza recognizes the impermanence of worldly beauty and turns toward a more enduring understanding.

Emotional Architecture

revelation → awakening → clarity → alignment

Adaptation

The allegorical and theological framework is removed while preserving the moment of realization. Distance becomes the central metaphor. What was obscured by proximity, noise, and confusion briefly comes into focus.

New Lyrics

By Rodolphe El-Khoury

now the distance has revealed
what was hidden all along
let this quiet awakening
hold its place a little more

for a moment all is simple
for a moment all is clear
every scattered piece returning
to the place it should appear

now the noise has fallen back
and the shadows have withdrawn
let this clearer understanding
linger for a little while

for a moment all is simple
for a moment all is clear
every scattered piece returning
to the place it should appear

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Original Text

Tu del Ciel ministro eletto,
Non vedrai più nel mio petto
Voglia infida, o vano ardor.
E se vissi ingrata a Dio,
Tu custode del cor mio
A lui porta il nuovo ardor.

Notes

Unlike the certainty offered by the original allegory, the clarity described here remains fragile and temporary. The song asks only that the awakening hold its place a little longer.